okay, don’t take this the wrong way because it is kind of morbid and thats totally not me, but …I feel like i’m supposed to die soon, like this is just the end of the road for me. not only can i not picture my life from here on out, i just can’t imagine it being any different from how it is now. married? kids? big girl job? umm, no thanks! i just think i still have so much growing up to do, and being so close to graduation, i feel like i’m being rushed into adulthood. as much as i find responsibility a ridiculously sexy characteristic in a guy, it scares the shit out of me! i am excited for the future, really i am… i just wish it would slow down a little. i could go on and on about this, but for my two followers, ill spare you :)